21| FRIENDSHIPS

On Sunday I accompanied a friend of mine to a local Holistic Fair. It was my third time attending one. There’s another one coming up in December, and we will be going to that one. It’s a breath of fresh air to know a friend that would go with me to these. I’ve been blessed with great friends over the years and they all know who they are. I don’t have to have the same beliefs as everyone in my life, but it is a breath of fresh air having conversations with the ones that are on the same page as I am. We teach each other., and remind each other that we are more than this Human experience.

For example, I have a best friend that lives several States away from me. And over the years both of our beliefs in things have evolved, and now we find ourselves believing and feeling some of the same things. Its great being able to open up to someone and them understanding, hearing you, and feeling what you’re saying. And then having them come back with something else that will have me thinking and wanting to learn more.

Along the way (your journey), you might also lose some friendships. Or move on from them, and that too is okay. I don’t have any past friendships that have ended with us on bad terms. It has always been love. Just from afar. And I have reconnected again with some of those same friends, and we are back on track as if we never hit the Pause button. I am also not the person to share all of your stories, and business because we are on Pause. I cherish them, and hold them close to my heart. I say this because I am at this moment again. I am reevaluating the friendships in my life. And have made the heart conscious decision of stepping back and hitting Pause on my end. It is something that has been tugging at my heart the last few months. Friendships shouldn’t be so damn hard. They shouldn’t have you begging to spend time with them because you’re hurting and need a shoulder or ears to listen. It should come naturally. I also refuse to shrink myself and my beliefs because they make you uncomfortable or challenge your own. I’ll say it again, I REFUSE. And I won’t so I am vowing out or hitting Pause. Now, my question to myself is Should I notify this friend or just quietly bow out?

What do you suggest?

To those friendships on Pause, and the ones on Play… Thank you.

Love and Light always, Cin.

16| ON THE PATH…

Happy Tuesday! For today’s Thankful Tuesday post, I just wanted to share that I am on the path to becoming a Psychic Medium. I don’t know if I ever said that on here. Its something that my life has been leading me to. But actively working on things to help others on their journeys is not new to me. This is something that has happened organically throughout the years I have been more open about this journey. People approach me with questions, and often share things that they wouldn’t with others because of fear or concerns of how they might come off. I love talking about my Spirituality and beliefs and love to learn about those of others. So, don’t hesitate to strike up a convo with me! With that being said—-I just needed to take the next step in order to be confident in my abilities and myself.

I’ve been talking to my personal guide more often though out my days. Even if I don’t get any feedback I’m return. He* gives me smart ass vibes at times but that’s the same type of energy that I can give off — playfully, during the times that he has come through. Let me share an instance:

Every night before I go upstairs to bed, I always peek out from my front bay window curtains. I always take a look around my block just to make sure things seem okay out there. Well the other evening I was about to skip out on that routine, when I heard the little voice in my head say “The one night you might see something you’re not going to look out?” I paused, and said “Okay.” Went back down some of the steps I’d ascended and peeked. What did I see? Three deer 🦌 munching on my neighbor’s lawn across the street. They seemed large in size. The last time that I saw the deer out front there were around six total. And they were eating grass but were doing so in a circle. Any little movement I’d make from inside of my house they’d hear because they’d pause, and looked up in my direction. I’m not going to lie, but that scene kinda gave me weird vibes. I can’t put my finger on it but I just felt that way. But yeah, the tone He* used with me felt like a familiar banter between close friends lol. I might’ve not been as attuned to Him* in the past. I thanked Him* for stopping me and reminding me to look out.

Something else I’d like to share is a dream that I had:

I received a visitor in a dream a few nights ago. I remember this man coming inches away from me and extended his hand out to me. He was dressed in all white, and glowed. He was bald headed and had a goatee. He was fair skinned. I asked him “Are you my guide?” (I’ve been trying to get my guides to identify themselves to me, and maybe even give me one of their names.) Anyway , he smiled and didn’t say a word as I placed my hand into his. I don’t remember the rest of that dream. After listening to my gut and what it was telling me, I feel that it wasn’t a guide that approached me. But my guardian angel. And for this I express my gratitude.

Every morning before I get out of bed, I’ve been mindful to give praise to God, my angels, and my guides for protecting me and watching over me while I slept, and for waking me up in the morning.

How do you start your mornings?