53| ON THE MEND

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I’ve been very sick the past two weeks. I had something with my gut and then my immune system took a hit from that and I got sick during that time. I’m still recovering as I type this. A handful of people were there for me and I feel so very blessed and thankful. People that texted me daily just to make sure that I was still hanging on. People sending me words of affirmations, because I was going stir crazy. The ones making sure that I got out of bed, ate or even drank water. Joe for being my nurse and helping me in ways I’d never be able to repay. I appreciate each and every single one of you.

A lot is going on behind the scenes in my personal life. Today it all felt like a lot. I checked in with people in my life that I knew would understand. And they helped bring me back down. It’s important to have people that you can say hey, I’m struggling today. And it be okay to do that.

If you’ve been around for a while you already know that this time of the year is usually triggering for me and this year is really heightened . It seems like the Holidays kick off every year earlier and earlier. I am trying to learn how to not let it trigger me as much. But it’s hard. I miss my mother as it is. When her transition anniversary is around what we’ve been programmed as it being the happiest time of the year… And it really is a happiest time for many and that’s cool. But just not my cup of tea anymore. And I’ll be honest, it hadn’t been that was for me before she’d even passed. I just need to not let it have as much power over my emotions. I need to ground. I need to recenter and do the things that I know help. I feel like I’ve been so caught up with everything else that’s going on that I feel off on my boundaries and spiritual practices. When that happens I feel out of it.

Stick around for part two… I will share one of the ways that I get back into my Spiritual practices and routine.

Love, light, the shadows too—-Cin.

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52| COLORFUL

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A post on a Wednesday?! Yes! I’ve been a little under the weather and that delayed yesterday’s post. I’m still riding that struggle bus as I type this. But that isn’t going to stop me! I will do my best at remaining consistent in this space.

Last night I felt guided to write and share this with those who are meant to see it. And if you ever like or love anything that you see or find here, or if anything resonates with you, feel free to share my page with others.

What’s a question that people often ask when getting to know someone?

“What’s your favorite color?” Is usually up there on that list. Mine are black and different shades of purple. I laugh at that because I used to really dislike the color purple when I was younger. But the last year it’s become a color that I naturally gravitate to. Black has been a favorite of mine for a very long time. So much so that it was the main color in my wardrobe! And last year I made the conscious decision to remove it from my wardrobe.

The more that I learn about the Chakras and the law of attraction, I’ve been more mindful about how I present myself to the world. So, I decided to try something out. I purchased a light purple top and went out. I felt my mood lift, I also noticed that I saw a lot of that same color in my surroundings. A lot of beautiful light purple flowers, the day was just as beautiful and bright. And then I purchased a yellow top, and then a white one and so on. Of course I’ll still keep some black staple pieces but they won’t make up my entire closet.

You have to remember that the colors that we wear, surround ourselves with, eat, drink, all have an effect on us. Everything has its own energy and frequency. Studies have shown that colors effect our moods in different ways. The color purple invokes strength, transformation, power, and royalty. It is also associated with the crown chakra.

What’s your favorite color? Do you wear colors? If you do and decide to switch it up, let me know if you noticed a difference within yourself and surroundings.

Thanks for stopping by and reading!

Love, light, the shadow too—-Cin.

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