46| ACCEPTANCE

This year has surely come in with a bang. Energetically for me it has. Things that I could ignore in the past, truths that I used to avoid facing, I simply cannot. To be honest, I felt a switch around the month of July. I woke up one morning and just felt, different. Like if something had switched. I actually wondered if I had jumped into another timeline because everything just felt different. And its been that way since. I’ve also been getting more clarity. I have been trying to look at everything from different perspectives. I tend to overthink, and want things to be perfect, and that often leads to me just talking myself out of shit. I can see when I am doing that now and nip it. Patience is one thing that I really need during this time. To trust that as long as I am doing my part in aligning myself with the future/life that I want, whatever is for me will find its way to me. I also listen to what my gut tells me to do. For example yesterday…

It was Sunday and since I wasn’t going to wash my hair (Sundays are usually my selfcare days) and the outdoor temperature wasn’t too low, I made the time to show up (a future post is loading on this subject) for myself, and went to my little corner of the World where I can go and be and soak up some sun rays, and spend time with God outside and spend time with the Nature Spirits. Allowing them to work on me and to assist me energetically and spiritually. I usually take a lot of pictures while I am there. But yesterday, I really wanted to be in the moment and just soak it all in. I am glad that I did that because today has been interesting to say the least. Busy day at work, one of the busiest days thus far. And, overall I just feel that it helped prepare me for the remainder of this week. Here are some pictures:


My favorite shoes at the moment. Imma wear these bad boys in the Springtime time too!

I have been back and forth with my personal Instagram account. Some days it’s too much for me. I feel overwhelmed. And other things that I’ll keep to myself for now.

I’d like to ask for prayers and some good vibes please. I think thats something we all need more of. Prayers, and others praying for us.

I pray for you.

Love, light, and the shadow too—Cin.