93| SHEDDING

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Something that I have realized is that people will box you in. Maybe not on purpose but they will. They meet you and may always see you as the person that you were when you first met. I personally have a hard time connecting when I notice that someone has done this with me. I can always tell! I maintain eye contact when I am talking to someone and can see it in their eyes when certain things don’t click.

This is something I am noticing with many personal relationships. It doesn’t “scare” me in the jump scare way but it doesn’t stir some emotions and thoughts. I sit with those for a few and work them out. And go from there. But I am wondering who will remain after it’s all said and done? The last time I went through something like this was my senior year of High School. My second spiritual awakening happened at the age of 17 and it nearly killed me.

I wont go into details today. But I will very, very soon. For now, I am letting go and letting God. Going with the flow and not trying to control everything. I reach out to those that reach out to me, or if spirit guides me to reach out to someone. I am being very selective with my energy and just in a nurturing of self mode. Being selfish. Something I need to be at this time.

I’ll be sharing pictures from my trip back to Punta Cana in a few days. Just needed to get this off my chest.

For now enjoy this beautiful ocean view:

The beach or near a body of water is my happy place. And although Im always very protective of my goals, plans, and aspirations I can say that I am looking forward to reaching my goal of relocating nearer to the ocean. It is happening sooner than I could’ve ever imagined!

Love, light, the shadow too—-Cin.

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This last Sunday I woke up and wanted to head out of the house for some air. Saturday was the first day I’d gone out out the house and that was to the gym and to visit family. The other times I stepped out was just to walk the dog if I’m honest.

I got up. Styled my curly hair (second day curls and they were on point! I’m contemplating sharing my easy and quick hair care and wash day routine.)

I knew I was hungry so that would be my first stop. I went back to The Farmhouse Kitchen and sat down for my meal.

The Farmhouse Kitchen

426 Penn Ave, West Reading, PA 19611

I was craving their root veggie wrap. It comes with onions, spinach, roasted beets, sweet potatoes and a sauce. I had their blueberry smoothie to drink. It was delicious! I was stuffed. Couldn’t even enjoy the toasted sourdough bread with their jam. There was no room lol!

See? I was one happy camper lol. A full Cin is a happy one hahaha.

After the restaurant I made a quick stop at Target and got some silk scrunchi hair ties. They’re my go to when I go away. I can put my hair up with some added leave in conditioner and get into the water and not worry about it getting tangled much. I’m proud of the self control that I had and left right after getting the thing I went for. Target is a danger zone for me haha.

I left Target I came home and my son had finished his first part of his cell model science project with his dad. They worked on the plant cell model and we worked on the animal cell model together. We do great teamwork when it comes to him. He’s always first. And without getting too personal I will say that I appreciate the dynamic that we’ve been able to establish and maintain.

After we completed the project (he got an 82% due to him handing it in late, but he now understands the importance of completing his assignments on time) I went to the gym and got a work out in. I went to the gym on Monday as well. I didn’t go to the gym on Tuesday because I had my nail appointment, but I’ll be back tonight.

I went with mermaid vibes. Perfect for the beach. And other than needing to pack my toiletries, I am ready for my trip. And looking forward to being away for a few days. I don’t celebrate the Holidays so I try to do something different like, going away.

As always, thank you for stopping by! Don’t forget to stop by the shop, or my YouTube channel to check out what I’ve been up to when I’m not here.

Love, light, the shadow too—-Cin.

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